Cryptic...

Tired. Getting sick. Annoyed. Worried. Stressed. Busy. Excited. Confused. Still Tired. Ughh. That's all... 

hmmm...

Sometimes I get these feelings. Feeling about things that are going on around me or in my life. In the last 10 years every time I have had a feeling about something, it has come true. It's weird. Maybe it's the gift of prophecy.. who knows. These feelings are usually not about me. But about people or things around me.. hmmm.

I feel something. Something big going on around me. It has me worried. I wish I could help in this situation. But I don't think I can. So once again I will pray. 

Who knows maybe I'm totally wrong. But I feel a storm on the horizon...

A lot on my mind...

Lately I've really been feeling like God is going to do something major to change my life. And I'm okay with it. Today I was told about a possible change for my life. It's got me thinking. It would be amazing and soo great for me... but I need to wait and pray and see if it's God's plan for me... So I will wait and pray and hope that either way I get an answer.

p.s. I leave for the summer in 36 days and I am so pumped! I cannot wait! woohoo!

oh and vacation was great! I love the south and the warm weather oh and of course I LOVE THE OCEAN! all in all a great trip! And my 9 month old niece now responds to Hoss pants mcgee... it's glorious :) 

Dancing

I've realized something the last couple of days. I miss dancing. I danced from 2 years old until I was 18 years old. For most of those years, I danced 2-3 nights a week. I miss that. I miss listening to music and being able to just come up with combinations and dance. I miss teaching others how to dance. But most of all I miss the feeling I would get when I would dance my heart out. People always to me what a great performer I was, but I don't think that it was because I was putting on a performance, but because I was dancing with all that I had, and enjoying every minute of it. 

The last time I really dance was May of 2004. That is way too long, and it makes me sad. I need to find a way to start dancing again. I'd like to start teaching again too. It's crazy to think that something that once consumed so much of my life is now not really a part of it. I mean for two years, I co-owned my own dance company, that's crazy. I can't believe that I did all that while I was in high school, but then I graduated and it was all done. 

I'm need to find a way to get that part of me, back into my everyday life.